i got hooked up,

becasue everything seems to just fall apart, just like that.
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因为我感到伤心时，没有人会明白。i'm used to suffering everything with a bunch of people, so when im left alone to cry and suffer in silence, what do i do? i have nobody to rely on, nor anybody to tell about my sorrow. i indulge myself in pure sadness, just to forget everything. escaping reality, will that help me to forget? nope , eventually, the memorie will start to ease back into your mind, nothing works, nothing help. 我世界感到好暗，好黑啊！

later have drama, hope tht can cheer me up, hope. false hopes. }': something bad happened, haiz. ]:

father got into car accident. fuck.