because i know i'm fading..

i lazy post . LOL, :} i owe some people my apologize for my attitude lately, especially Clerissa and Cecilia. I'm superr sorry for how i've treated your lately. tomorrow running 2.4 km.__. omg. nvmd, at least it's not actual.

i know you detest me, hate me to the core, i know i have been pangseh-ing you lately, i miss you so much, we seems to lose the bond between us , i just wish we could talk, i just wish we could rewind back time to 2009. we don't seem to laugh w each other anymore. i miss that xiaopiku to the max. isit because we are sitting next to each other? i don't wanna lose a great friend like you. wat really happened to us? it hurts and i feel jealous when you and her hang out. i want th memories we made together back.sometimes i wish i could be in her place. and the many laughter that we shared. why did we suddenly fade apart into the midst of everything. i don't want us to lose that strong bond. i hate having to lose my best friend. i want this problem to stop. i want to have to back.

Clerissa
Cecilia

i'm sorry for the behaviour i've given you. really. because i don't wanna lose you two, just like that. i've hurt your in one way or another. because i'm a human, and i've feelings, and for that , i'm in pain. i don't want any of you to suffer. and i don't want this clique to break down. 2009 , where are you? 2010, why do you suck so much? sorry......

think i'm going to give up ___. i mean you seem piss off . i don't want me liking you to cause you a burden.
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