disconnected

Long time since i posted anything . nothing really changed but well , i'm gonna get older ._. i guess that sucks , busy year next year ba. whatever , kinda tired lately . have been waking up at night due to reasons that kept me awake. i wish someone would just give me a listening ear. gagaga , haha. i wonder if anyone still visits this blog. why am i posting anyway ? haiz.. what's happening ?

(insert name) : at times, we are close and joking around like mad. other times, we simply sit beside each other silently. but that's okay. but at times, there will be period when we seem to drift. :'( andand you know that that hurts even more than remaining silent. when your with your friends, your reply to me will always be slow and heckcare. you told me once that i'm more important , reallly ? haiz, i shouldn't make such a big fuss. but i've been sacrificing alot of sleep just t pei you till late at night.  doubt you never knew .

(insertname) : ever since what happened, we stopped contacting. first day without you. missing you so badly you know , boy ? i didnt blame you for what happened, i just want you to be who you once were. i miss you more than i imagined.. i wish you would return . it hurts so much . boy , come back ..

baby birthday coming soon . ;D what should i get for him ?

anyway, i know my blog template is like so old but whatever, i not changing . hahaha, bye