that should be me

i wish i can rewind back to 250310, i wish we can still talk like normal friends,life's coming sucha hard way.i wish we had another time,i wish we had another place,i don't wanna let go,

there might be something between us,we're tripping in our hearts, and everything we had is stuck in the moment,tragedy was a destiny,we were both so foolish to let each other go.it's reckless and clumsy.there's nothing my heart can do,to fight with time and space,i hate it.with you..oh no,when you're with me,its like an angle came by,and took me to heavencuz when i stare in your eyes,nothing can be more perfect.i'll never let you go.but its ended, i know your scared of getting hurt again.haiz.. i've caused you great harm.i wanna cut, so stop forbidding me to do so.i don wanna see you hurt.

do you remeber about us, me and you together?have you really completely forgotten aboutme already?i wish you were lying when you said that.i still remebered every single thing we did together. i wish i can wash them out of my mind completely, like you did. the places, everything about you..its all haunting me. i can collapse from stress and depression anytime soon cause i'm really fucked up. you once told me : i hope we will last forever. so crazy is this thin we call love.i still remebered this sentence up till today. now, i'm simply a walking zombie, wandering aimlessly round, as every memory went through my mind. from the very first day we met till today, i rememerbed every single day. in the middle, i was hurt too, but i have never felt so hurt like i am now. i need you to pull me up again. i'm drowning without your love. your the only one who can save me, who can bring back the smile on my face.i'm trying eventually, you moved on, but i stood still, i know second chances.. i thought too that we were forever,. today, we seemlike strangers, but inside, my heart is pumping vigourously to have to bacj. i'm that coward outside. there's rumours spreading about the other girl. what do i do? i'm afraid to talk to you cuz we'll both cry if we do. 18 days since the break. i should have never let you go.