saying goodbye is a painful way of saying "i love you"

SUCK, mother tongue sure diedie! -.- Cb, i think my ti cum can make me pass though so no woriies. (: tomorrow geogrpahy. KNN, my worst subject, sort ta. later revise, imma good girl.
just cut yesterday again because of something ._. sorry
idk what to post anyway, feel like MIA-ing sia. -.- i muz really say cecilia and jialin are pros lah, typically go down of the whole blog to find my tagbox. :D its not supposed to be seen one lo. :/ LOL, but anyway, thanks to them plus clerissa and jiaqi for encouragements. (:

AND, HAPPY BIRTHDAY happy dumbo. though i never buy for you present >:o, so sorry uh but i hope this tribute can make it up. muz always remain happy okay, that's why your suppose to be happy dumbo. though now we are not very close as we use to be, but still, yyou will always be my great great friend forever ! remain that chubby and cute NG HUI FEN that i know. LOL, i still rememebered i mistook you as a malay last year, :D all the memories and fun we had last year uh, always kept with me. :) all the best girl. love you loads. muaxks <3

i wanna give up now,
i hate this life,
its suckish trying to look away when i see you,
trying to avoid you so that i won't think of you.
this is sick, totally !
i love you, yet i still do,
i might not see you for a whole week,
but my feeling never wavered.
i miss you everyday.
haiz.. what can i do?

LOVE CANNOT BE FORCED