Crying

Aching , jealousy , hurt

i cry not becaue of th disappointed, but of th pain you inflicted on me

These few days was okay. keep going out of school. three days of slacking non stop and than this dumb one week holidays. i don't look forward to this holiday. CHD was very uncool with me taking a baby that won't really talk and worse, i don't even know if he/she was a girl or boy. so i'm like calling he/her good girl one minute than good boy the next. -.- woah. my chuppa mini lollipop no more already, thanks to two boys who keep wanting , than become i don have. Temesak poly quite nice i realised. :} considering my options now to join it. No exams, purely based on project ! heritage trail sure is a disappointment. i'm going to be sabrina camera woman, muahaha. cynthia gone to korea and she never say goodbye. wtf. D:

now days boys are like so addicted to guitar, may i know why? lol, but the music is nice. than hazim really go spray his guitar creamy white than spray so unglam. ah dey ah, call him take pink don't want. :D holidays, holidays, man, when will be the next time i get to see him again? :'[ need accompany somebody go somewhere buy guitar. -.- another addiction freak !

I really need two important people to help me tide over this period of time. i'm glad their there, giving me advise and giding me on th right track, one has a great listening ear, one that humours me and faithful to me all along. i'm grateful to have people like them exisiting in my life. your understand me inside out . for that, i can thank your bloody loads already !

Love lies, time and again to me. i refuse to make the first move. so when i refuse, there's going to be a drift between us. you once took the initiative, but not anymore. one week was all it took to change every single thing.you don even contact me anymore. how could i stand in the corner even if i'm forced to. Life's unfair, just like how your treating me now. and you even say you love me, that was just another love lie that i believed, just like that. me, stupid, gullible, took in your sweet talks easily