reminisce of a torn apart heart,

哭过了, 就会好了吗?

days are really superr boring man, arghh! wish can go back 2009 lor, so many things have changed, without me realising them. friendships torn apart, people drifting away from each other, hatred going on everywhere, people bad mouthing behind other people back, changing of best friends, haiz, :'{ everyone seems to have grown so mature, missing th innocence of some people. andand, our clique seems to have fallen apart gradually, everyone's like hanging out in pair and not a group anymore, and err, we don't like stay back after school and hang and idle about like we used to last time. and my dear xiaopiku, we haven't been together since th start of 2010. i means, its like there's a hole between us. idk anymore, i still treat you as my best friend though, but we don't do anything together anymore like last year. no laughter, no joy, no quarrels between us. it's like we are just ordinary friends, oh well, mayb you want a change of friends, nvmd. just tht, i miss hanging out w you.我好想你. sometimes i just feel like a left out person, ._. , haiz, better get used to it. it just doesn't feel right.
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因为放不过你尔哭。哭过了，就算了吧。哭得再多，也都没有用。泪流得再多，也不能觉得快乐一点。想着你，又有什么用？你如何会再回到我的身旁，如何能在从来一次？一次一次的机会，全都子不过是想纸张，用了一次就把他丢掉。爱情总就是那么的复杂，一个好好的开始，却因时间的拖累，而赵成一个痛苦的悲剧。为你而牺牲，当我在每晚，默默地哭着，你知道吗？因为爱你，所以我不给你任何困扰。因为爱你，所以我情愿自己难过。因为爱你，所以我改变了自己。爱上一个人，如此的甜蜜却又让人受伤。放弃一个人，如此的难过却又让人心碎。当缘分要来的时候，你如何挡也挡不住可是，当缘分要逃跑的时候，你如何留也留不住.