i know long time no update. whateverr, school's not really fun, all th people so quiet. D: haiyo. idk la, just nothing much to post. cca bizarre today. that one of th fun thing this year, see how pathetic this year is? ending here. boring. :/it's first time love at first sight ever happens to me, so th feeling is really strong. i'm head over heals over you. it just happens too quickly for me to even desipher what is happening. i'm crying just to even think about you. mayb this is real love that i never experienced before, cos th feeling, is different.
didn't mean to hurt you, ___. it's not deliberately, i just can't give in just like that. sorry. i shouldn't cry, when you don't deserve it. to think that everything will just be okay after crying. will crying even solve anything? i feel worse after tat, to think i've spent almost my entire life with you. remembering when you told me iloveyou, the many times we will chat on the phone for hours, you waiting for me after classes everyday, your hands in mine, you always trying to protect me from ___,the many memories we make together. to say i've completely forgotten, that would be a lie. i lose out in the end. i thought i would spend everyday with you, but i was wrong, once again.
these violent delights have violent ends . and in theie triumph die, like flames and powder, which as they kiss, consume.
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