timeline of our times tgt:

18 febuary: we played scissors paper stone on the bus to swimming and my hand turned so bloody red.:x

23 febuary: the day you told me tht you like me.

27 febuary:I talked to you on the phone at northpoint after band practice and I lied to you that I was Miss Pou and you really believed!:D
AT home, I called you again and I was scolding my sister at that time.
You heard whateverr I told my sister on the phone and you keep laughing.

March 02: We went mac tgt to eat before swimming lesson and you were forcing me to tell you who my stead. I didnt tell you and you ignored me):

March 9: We were at the school library using computer tgt for idk what reason.

March 11: Community heart day today and you had a forfeit to say iloveyou to the elderly. How jealous I was than:DAfter that when school was dismissed,
Jiaxin, beatrice, Huifen, me,janeand you were sitting on the locker in this position:Jane.Beatice.Jiaxin.Me.Huifen.Space.Space.Space.You

And huifen said I want to sit beside you so she and jane pushed me to you and I hit you directly the side of your body.

They pushed me again for the second time,

but this time you duck away and I fell off the side of the locker.



March 12: Went vivo city today.We were smsing and talking all the way through the journey on the bus. I kept running your seat to whisper to you something.The sad thing was,we were not in the same grp, but still we smsed each other in vivo city.Got one time we passed by each other, you smiled at me.When coming back from vivo, you gave me your fries to eat.One of the happiest day of my entire life w you.



13 March: the day chiobu was born.During the band practice sectionals tht time,you stood outside the classroom w mingjun and kianmeng looking/ waiting for me. I was god damn paiseh and had a hard time blowing my clarinet:D



March 15: The day you asked me for stead(: I was so god damn happy!



March 16: went out w you,kahhow,mingjun,tianmin to northpoint.I had so much fun and I saw your baby picture. You were so cute.It was also the first day we officially were together and the first time I typed a love poem for you in my blog:

mr teenager,

iloveyou,

please don't leave me!D:

youaremydar,

tht will nvr change

cheer up please!

you unhappy i also unhappy de.

I rmb tht you were jealous of kahhow tht he like me too than.*weaksmile*



March 17: I lost 17 dollars and you comforted me and make me happy!:D



March 19: saw you at Vivo city mrt station by fate!



March 24: I told you I Love you through the phone as a dare.



March 25: I emoed today because of you. I very de jealous due to you and her flirt.

March 26: I feel like I am losing you cos you kept talking to all the other girls except me..D:



March 27 :School opening ceremony day. Met up w you at northpoint at 3 clock. We went walking round for while than splited up.After the ceremony,
Huifen and jane go push me to you and I push your bag!:D

March 31: kena pushed to you again by cler!:x

April 1:you lied to me, I was hurt.

April 2: sat in front of you during performance and assembly!:D
After school saw you outside Long John Silver.

April 3: Looked for you after band and starring at you while you Npcc-ed!

April 4: I wrote this in my blog-Its a gloomy day and i am rotting to death without you.please come back to me dar...please):


April 5: tried on the npcc uni and saw you when coming out!(:


April 6: Went to somewhere near your seat to discuss science project.Me and sab were throwing paper at your chair!:DKept looking at you during LS.Wentemo after tht phonecall and you told me ahemahem stuff. I cried once again.Happy four months tgt,and I still love you loads.

April 7: Doing history project, saw you flirting w her and her. Emo and cried in class.Than the flirting continueand my face turned damn black.And after half an hour, I cant stand it any moreand ran home.I typed another poem:
Mr teenager,
dono if i should continue liking you not.
cos see you everyday flirt w her,
so like heartbreaking lor
I cant stand anymore of this
the flirting is so damn torturing.
ya..you may say that i am such a bitch to be so petty.
say wadeva you like..
i am still so madly in love w you..
but..haiish..
I dont want be sad and emo and cry for you everyday..
sick of it le..
I am NOT leaving you..
but if you want leave me..
fine w me..though I cant bear to..
one day, I'm sure you will like her.
haiish..
see you everyday w her like so happy
im so sad..):
*sobs*
why must this happen?
i am not blaming you or what,
ya, i know I am very sensitive.
haiish..
my love for you grows stronger everyday while yours seems to be fading everyday..



April 8: You gave me the heart thingy!Having hmt tht time, we standing outside and I gt distracted!You broke your promise tht you will talk to me in class): thanks for your gift anyway!ILOVEIT!



April 9: I dumped four science file on your table and I followed you down to canteen to see you eat than see you fall in for npcc.



April 10:I typed another post.
haiish..
damn emo again..
so confused now..
ya..we are drifting apart..so ar apart..
and i am going to lose you one again
why always when i love you so deep
than something has to happen
to tear us apart
i know my heart can never be healed again
but my love for you is nvr going to fade
i will wait
but will you?
everything wetok bout last time
seem so long ago
the only memories once you are gone
is just tht gift from you
when i am sad,
i look at it to remind me tht there is you..
it cheered me up once, yes once
now when i look at it..
it only hurts me even more..
cosi know..
tht your feelings for me is fading..
i can tell
through your actions, words, etc.
its really damn hurting man
i can only stare at you in school everyday.
today call youfirst time nobody pick up phone
second time
when you pick up the phone,
you sound so emo
haiish..
idk wad to do le..
but i will continue loving you as deep as before
and missing you like i miss you any other day
and continue starring at you like i did before
nothing will change the way i love you
in fact, it grows deeper everyday..
i seriously love you
i learnt tht goodbyes
will always hurt
picture nvr replace having been there,
memories, good or bad will bring tears,
and words can nvr replace those feelings..
crying once again):


April 11: Both of us had been crying these few days.
I told you over and over again not to cry.
I promised you that i wont cry so you muz nt cry too.
Rmb, i only love you, darling.



April 12: You passed me the angle thing tht you specially sketched for me
saw you at mac by fate!:D



April 16: called by miss tham for maths. wanted to pick you but i was too shy:x
Kept looking at you during g and v test.Need to write some letter to some friend. wanted to write to you, but since it was to be pasted on noticeboard so cant):another post:
mr teenager
you changed alot,seriously,and i no longer feel tht love any more
haiish..idk what to do again
but still ily!



April 17: saw you inside hall but when i looked again, you were gone):
talked on phone at night and told you bout something
than tht time emo lo.Tok to him halfwaysuddenly cry.
I think you heard it and asked me if i was crying.
I lied and say no. I called you nt to blame yorself for whatever tht happen
its not ur fault at all
ilove you alot and forever.

April 19: went ah ma hse celebrate my bdae.
Tok to him on phone at ah ma hse and you heardwhatever tht was happening at my ah ma hse(:You freak me out w those stupid stories when i say i saw a moth!:D

April 21: you went up to tok bout the newsletter thingy and was snatching the paper w mj. so cute!went bak sch saw you and i was happy!

April 22:A blog post:
mr teenager, i still love you!stop saying tht i don like you
haiish..
really hope we can go bak till the old times..

April 24: Day before my bdae. thank you for your love,care and concern for me all this while. my best bdae gift!

April 25: went out watch movie. so sad you cant come):

April 26: Played hide and seek and accidentally threw two files
on your head):

April 28: saw you outside school.. but you didnt saw me):

shall continue the biography of me and u another
day cos its too long
iloveyou!