Hello!

I long time no update le!

Kinda banned due to exams:D



I later than update what happened these few days.

First I want say somethings to certain people



1st:to tht fake guest in my blog.
seriously la, how stupid are you?
Do you knw tht your writing style never ever changes?
Always scold ppl w you sux.
Its like damn obvious who you are.
Even a stupid people will knw who you are la!
Without even checking the IP code-.-
Please la, you scold jialin, cler, cecilia, me and many other people the suck,
You don't think you suck even more meh?
You are only degrading yourself into an even more plightful state.
Dumb ass!
IS this the only method you know ?
GOSH!
People has eyes la.
They can recognise who are the good and the bad.
They might be taken in by you for the first few months,
But not forever.
and please la,
YOu think only boys tht like you has taste isit?
STOP DREAMING CANS?!?
NObody in this world is perfect and tht includes you.
I think you are far worse than me lor.
At least I am proud of myself of who I am,
Unlike You, who thinks yourself is so suckish tht you have to bitch in people blog so tht you will feel better.
BLOODY COWARD! don't you have originality?
people call themselvees guest also must copy huh?
WHAT is the muther fxuking problem w you?
Let me give a piece of advice to you:
Since you know tht ALOT of people don't like you already,
don't scold them back.
Its will make only more people hate you.
instead, try and make peace w them.
TAke this advice.
You will appreciate it.
And may I ask you, why have you changed so much?
Yea, I know people changes, but you?
Its like the once friendly, kind you,
Has changed into an evil devil?
Do you really not care if ppl hate you?
THINK AGAIN!!
There's still time.
It's not to late to repent and turn over a new leaf.
Lastly, I won't hate you because you hate me.
Cause, hating people won't benefit anyone.
Just bear this in mind: hatred is not a solution, but a torment in your life.



2nd: Yeosiyuan
I have learnt to let goof jeff,
But seriously, I cannot let go of you.
Ever since we broke up,
I never ever stopped thinking bout you.
I just cant forget you so easily.
I tried, but I failed.
Its like an impossible task.
I cant get you out of my mind.
I went into accepting another guy,
thinking that it would help me get over you
But I seriously can't.
You seem irreplacable.
I have only myself toblame for not treasuring you when I had you.
For not treating you good enough than.
Only when you were gone,
did I realise how my ife would suck without you.
BUt it is too late to turn back the clock and rewind back time.
One fatal mistake and you were gone.
Looking back at those happy moments,
I really cant help but cry
I miss each and every second, minute, hour, day and month of those moments w you.
Those sms you sent,kept replaying in my mind
Over and over again.
I like to make myself believe that we were at those couple days again,
But I cant', its long gone.
I wish to make believe that planet earth will turn slowly
So that the pain and suffering will not hurt so much.
But yet again, I can't.
Haiish..theres nothing much I can do,
BUt only to stand at one corner and watch you fall for another girl.
Maybe we are not fated together.
In the heart of the night, when everything was quiet and silent,
your face appeared in my mind.
When I close my eyes,
I hear your voice straight through my heart.
I just cant escape this love.
I cant resist.
I cant runaway cos it's too deep.
Forgetting you isn't the best option.
Its not a good intention.
Why do all good things always come to an end?
Those love poems you sent were so engraved in me,
that the thought of it itself make me want to cry.
The quarrels, heartbreaks, jealousy tht we had when we were together,
Now seems so precious and delicate.
Remembering the trip to vivo city in the bus,
We smsed and talked on the phone all the wayy even though we were only two seats apart.
The way you turned around, looked and smiled at me
For no particular reason.
We went through so much thick and thin moments tgt.
That lil bit of jealousy that make both of us cry for the whole day.
The msn chat quarrels that we had everyday.
When I am emo in class,
The way you comforted and cheered me up w tht simple three words:
"iloveyou" out from your mouth.
The weak, pale and sickly you when you were having a fever,
Though I smiled and laughed in front of you,
But inside, my heart was really breaking,
seeing you in tht plight and how the fever had taken over you.
Though you were sick,
You still helped me find my "missing" handphone.
We used to sms each other almost every min ofthe day, but now...?
So much has changed as time past.
Friends>Crushes>Lovers>Fading apart>Break up>____.
I really wonder if the blank will be replaced by strangers.
Once I cried everyday as I worried tht I will lose you.
but now I cry due to th fact of worrying that I will
Never get you back by my side again.
Everything changes everyday,
Only my constant love for you never changes,
Something I know I will never get back in return.
Since the break, My heart never seem alive.
I forgot how to feel happy and smile a real smile.
I felt so empty inside.
Tell me, baby, is this reality or an illusion.
The chances of us getting back tgt are as good as zero.
But one thing I am very sure of from the start till now:
I've always love you,past present or future..