your my life

everyday i'm dreading to wake up , to face another day without you . everyone thinks i'm moving on , but really am i ? LIFE SO SUCK ALRIGHT . everyday i'm only praying tht you'll return .. again and again it disappointment . you fell for another , what was i supposed to do . my heart like break until cant repair le. than all those memories , so beautiful , tell me how to forget. i scroll at your fb wall , see everything you write , i would end up crying again . when you asked me for stead , you swear we would last forever and ..? all your saying that you wanna marry me , be with me forever , what are those nao ? tmr is our fourth month tgt if never brk , how that date really haunt me like wth . how miserable am i nao . you once told me tht life would be different without me , but your life seeems to be th same without me . its like you don't even give a damn to me anymore . you say whenever you seee th teddy , you'll think of me .. really ? i think all those presents i gave you are just dumped aside nao . whwhy , why so bloody fcuking unfair is this world /. its really hard to pass each day. everyday waiting / hoping / praying tht you will contact me . i just wanna see you , talk to you like how we used to .. haiz . i just wanna die , go up t heaven and watch you from above ..baby , why you have to hurt me until like this .. i don't know wth is th point of living now .