Before i get to know you , my life was just black and white . You are the one that brought joy to me , you are the one that concern me , you are the one that love me the most , you are the one that make my life colourful , you are the one that will always be there for me , you are the one that always say me little girl . But what excatly happen ?
Remember how we first met , it was totally random . not because of __, i wouldn`t even have a chance to be with you , I cherish this relationship because i love you , Remember how we spent our first month ? The first month , we are very lovely , we make other couple jealous of us . Still remember the first time we went out together , we both like idiot never talk at all . that was t first time you held my hand . And on our first month together , we went out happy happy and that was t first time you kissed me . Remember ? How i always go to your house spending hours lying beside you , watching you sleep / how we used t spent hours fooling around like small kids ? how you would tickle me , hug me , so tightly and never wanting t let me go .. and all t kiss that was so fierce . on your early birthday celebration that time , around my house there , i say goodbye that time than just walk off le. than you behind me say : baby , where's my goodbye kiss ? how i turned around , smiled , ran t you and you kissed me . that was t second last day i had spent with you .. t last day , you sent me t school and in t bus we were still playing and talking happily ? :( and t time we went downtown , coming home that time i was so tired than you let me lie on your shoulder until it went numb . Do you remember all these ? We used to share problems , talk and play but what happen ? You started texting me very little . i'm not upset because of this , but because you don't seem t care . always wanted to tell you many things , but i didn`t even get a chance to have a proper talk with you and you left le. I just want a childish cutecute silly boyf . A old boyf i used to have , but he`s lost . All i can do is every night pray hard that he will come back . Tears have been dropping every night whenever i thought of about how happy we used to be . This memories are really beautiful , We dont know what will happen the next minute , next hour , next second , next day , a person can pass away just like that , i just dont want to regret . You once asked me weather i love you , now i will give you a ans , yes i do , i love you , i always love you , i love who you are and what you are , i love you because you are adorable , i love you because you are caring towards me , i love you because you are honest , i love you because you are my good boy , I dont care what happen in the future , i'll always love you , i dont care how you look like , because feelings is the most important things that counts . Typing this post , its really make me feel sad . But do i have a choice anymore ? No .