Once upon a time, you cared.

"Sometimes I would just think , ” Let it hurt . Let it hurt .” The truth is i hate myself. "

just finished watching ghost whisperer. fcuking nice show . (: and got one pig so late haven't go home. >.< its late and i'm feeling hungryyyyyyy ~ i munched alot just now. pff. i'm gonna save up money for a special reason :/

1406) The truth is, I fell in love with you too fast. I fell in love with you too hard. And now that you’re gone, I can’t fall out of love with you. Every day is a constant struggle for me. I know that you’re happy, and that’s all I wanted for you, but knowing that I’m not the one to make you how happy I always wanted you to be is literally killing me. Even when the hurt increases every day, I’m always going to be there for you. I’m always going to stand behind your decisions, and I’m always going to have an ear to listen and a shoulder to lean on. Because even though you’re gone, in my heart, you never left.

i lost 50 bucks ! argh !

anyway, found this picture while googling. its fcuking true. i hate my ez-link card picture, ohmygod. i wish can change someday soon. am so going to persuade my mummy to let me take a new picture. pray hard.

buhbyee~

I NEED to stop thinking of you.