no point

"At this age, everything is changing. Day by day we don’t notice, but just look back over the past year and you will realize everything has. People you thought were going to be there forever aren’t, and people you never imagined you’d be speaking to are now some of your closest friends. Life makes little sense, and the more we grow the less sense it will make. So make the most of now, before it all changes once again, because in the near future, all of this is only going to be memories."

laogong's sick. hope you recover soon alright. i miss you fcuking lot ! :-) life sucha bore. have no mood to blog about today, just that i'm gonna fail history cuz i did not read any shit notes. pray hard that i will score a minimum of 8 alright.

she kept telling me about you. i wanted to block out my ears, just shrug it off like she was crapping nonsensical stuff. but what's the truth is the truth, i still had to accept what she say anyway. i saw it with my own fcuking eyes. i cant deny it. well, i guess mayb you came into my life at the wrong moment of time. the very wrong moment. i want to crash my head into the wall land up in a coma so that when i wake up, i will forget those days with you, but can i? i'm thinking of getting a transfer of school. my parents had always been very supportive of this idea. mayb i should consider it this time round. at least i can start my life afresh, and than i can slowly let go bit by bit. mayb, just mayb. but if i transfer school, i'm simply going to be a coward running away from reality. i don know why am i feeling this way. i lied to myself over and over again that i've moved on when i haven't . i don know why love is such a complicated matter. all i know is we were once so close, and now so far apart..