find a way back into you

" Have you ever been hurt and the place tries to heal a bit, and you just pull the scar off of it over and over again. "

went school today. was not feeling well so went back home. hmph. waste my time go school. could have just slept at home :-) whatever. hope tht i do not have stomach flu. godd, i cant imagine. 3 out of 5 of my family has it already. >.< scared neh.

tmrw full uniform rehersal. pfff.. my blazer still w wahs' (: andd my skirt is of wrong size. amira just sent us a msg. i guess it was true, we did deprove alott. }:

sooooo, i'm bored at home. and my stomach hurts. and my eyes are corroded by lime ! argh ! only laogong know what happen :/

i rmb th last time i was sick, you were texting me in class, asking me if i was alright, entertaining me for the whole of my boring day. you even almost wanted to come my house to visit me. but now..? there was not even a single text from you asking if i'm okay.. not even a word of concern. i guess i no longer have a single place in your heart.. mayb tht why..you say those words tht make me cry..  i guess she has replaced me in your heart. i have no choice but to leave. :^)

buhbye ~