Stupid to believe you, bloody hell stupid. Finally i know why you refused to let me read your blog. you kept the truth from me all this time. if i hadn't found this out myself, i think i'll be in the dark forever. To think you told me you have gotten over her, saying you only miss those memories but you do not like her. What a load of complete crap bullshit. I fell for that trick. I'm practically the dumbest person on earth. The reason for the break up, its just another excuse ain't it. The apologises, all those are simply insincere ones. you kept telling me when we were together that you love me, but deep inside, you love another? ask yourself truthfully, isn't it? you cheated on my feeling. your such a cheat,a liar, a betrayer. why can't you tell the truth from the beginning? i didn't believe others when they say you were a playboy, but now..? i'm having second thoughts. wad sort of retribution is this? you sure know how to sweet aye? when you say i love you or i miss you to me, its just another sweet talk right? don't even mean it at all than say for what? make both party hurt. once used to have high hopes for both of us. thought you were the one. after everything, i still forgave you. never ever blamed you. but now that the truth has come to light..? idk why should i be caring into this affair. idk why should i be even taking second glances at you when i see you in school. why should i even be bothering about you anymore. it 10 days already, i should just get on with life but yet i stood still. FUCK ! just tell me why the hell did you have to have a two-sided face when i put so much trust in you? yet, i still don have the courage to say that i hate you..
how i wish i had not known the truth
but had i not known the truth, i would be lying to myself.
the truth hurts,
even when i told myself to stop crying and cutting over you,
i still did because i really did love you
how could you toyed with me, after everything, you owe me an explaination
deep inside, i'm crying,
because once again, i put my trust into the wrong guy..
LIXIN, EXPLAIN !
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