ever felt like you were caught in a maze, with no idea which ways to go? all four directions just leads on to dead ends. no matter how you walk, you just can't find a way out. you feel so lonely, so confused. you don't know what to do, but there is nobody whom you can turn too, because you are ALONE .I feel so small,so vunerable, and yet having to pretend calm and strong. I'm so confused,what do i really want? I wished i knew what i should to,what was going on. Losing my ense of direction and dunno which way to go.i can't seem to find my way out anymore.