One chance is over. I'm moving on

I know it's time for me to give up and get on with life.

Open house was so freaking tiring laa. I woke up at 6 than bang into everything in my house -,- Reached school than went doing warm ups for band. After that Accompanied Rebecca to borrow skirt from office cos she didn't bring ! Left over skirt sizes were 23,24,25. Than ttok 25 and she went toilet try and she can't even zip it up. I'm totally SHOCKED ! I mean she's skinny and I'm like so FAT and I could wear th skirt like, smoothly? :/ Had two performance and keep listening to th same speech over and over again.So boring la, duh ! Slacked at northpoint. Than th stupid ass pervert keep chasing us ! FREAKO, what your problem.

I remebered how you once won my heart, and how I've lost yours forever. It's painful , but I have to endure. Endurance might not be the best remedy, but it's a solution for temporary. I might be weak, but I don't show. We have broken up so many times, but this time it's final. What done cannot be undone. I just need time to get over you. What hurts th most is th fact tht we haven't broken up but you don't love me alr. It's over, I just have to accept it. The key to unlock your heart has been gone into th deepest depth of th ocean. Only if I find it , than everything will be alright. When will tht be?