I'm so tired.
Still pumping blood into body.
So long alr lor.
Still have band tmr.
I want go out w that piggy lor.
But he always cannot.D:
He go sleep without telling me again.
3 days in a row.
His bad.

Babyy,

why do you treat me so cold and than so

warmly at different time. Nothing seems to be

working out.I'm worried it's going to fall apart

and you're going to leave me without a word

again like you did last time. I'm trying to trust

you, I know I should. But I've been cheated

once. I can't get hurt anymore, especially not in

my current condition. I'm trying to stay strong,

but not for long. You know I'm weak. You know

I'm easily sad. So why, tell me why, do you do

this. You always say lol and lol and lol in all

your smses, or just a one-word reply. Is this

called love? I don't think so. I want to believe it

when you say "i love you". Make me have the

faith in you. Cos, I only need you.