I want to forget

Maybe I just can't keep th promise.
Maybe it's just to late.
Maybe we can't continue from where we stopped.
Maybe I've lost complete faith in myself.
Maybe I should stop lying to myself.
Maybe I should just vent my anger and sadness on myself.
Maybe I'm just a person who doesn't understand you at all.
Maybe I'm just someone who will only hurt you.
Maybe I can't make you smile anymore.
Maybe it's better to forget whatever we've been through.
Maybe tht the best remedy to end this disappointment.
You never knew what it feels like when you've to act tht you love someone, when you really don't. It's even harder to act tht you love someone, when you really don't .
the worst part about me was that
even though I knew it's impossible, I still hoped/
You told me that the brightest future
will always be based on a forgotten past
I know I can't go on well in life
until I let go of my past failures and heartaches
I wish to believe.
But Even the English word "believe"
also has a "lie" hidden in the middle
if I lost you would I ever heal
could this be love that I feel
Thing is, you didn't cared.
Why?