I'm faced w such a disappointment.

I can't understand you at all.

Why do you seems to be changing your attitude towards me everyday?

One day, you shower me w so much love.

And than the next day you treat me like I don't even exist?

Just what happened between us?

Why can't we be like before?

Isit that hard?

I'm sick of trying to make us better because you don't care.

I reallly don't understand you know?!

During science remedial, you still talked to me and laughed w me.

Than after tht day onwards, you no longer acknowledge me anymore.

Did I do something wrong or what?

Why do you have to treat me tht cold?

Isit intentional or do you have a reason?

If you have your difficulties, can't you tell me?

You seem to be hiding so much from me lahh.

FREAK!

I hate this feeling of being deserted and abandoned.

Haiz..only four days than we fall apart.

Are you trying to tell me something or what?

I know I should trust you.

But when you say "I love you", do you really mean it?

Or isit just for the sake of lying?

I don't want to have doubts, I want a firm answer.

I hate being in the dark.

It's torturous.

Than today in school, you didn't even talk to me a single word.

When we walk past each other, you just stare into blank space like you didn't see me?

The first day you didn't sms me, I just thought you were buzy w exams.

But as time goes by, I realised it was not.

When I sms you, you just give me those icy cold replies.

I want to concentrate on my examinations,

But I really can't get this incident out of my mind.

Do you know how many times this few days, had I cried to myself?

I waited and stayed up late at night to around 12 midnight,

Hoping and waiting that you will sms me.

But time and again, I was met w failures after failures of waiting.

I'm tired, I really am.

Give me some support and confidence at least?

Isit smsing me is a complete nuisance to you?

If it is, fine, I will let go.

I don't want to disturb you if I'm just an idiot pain-in-the-neck.

Enough is enough.

I hate to be always the one suffer.

I want the old you back.

imissyou & iloveyou

I've made an important decicion.

I won't hate nor bear grudges on anyone,

no matter what you do to me in the past,present or future.

I realised forgiving is the best gift god ever gave us.

We should learn to forgive and forget.

Only through forgiveness, do you realise what is happiness.

It's like doing a good deed a day!

Learn to appreciate the people around us.

Don't regret of not treasuring them when they were around.

Seriously, hatred is not a good thing.

It ruins your life,

Thanks baby, for all these values of life you taught me.

You made me a better person.

I Will And MUST try to control my temper and I will try not to scold anyone in my blog or any vulgarities.

I promise to amend all my errors and mistakes in life.

I will improve for the better.

I want to do good deeds everyday.

i want to be happy and smile, so tht I can forgetall these problems.

I want the ONCE CHEERFUL,HAPPY,ALWAYS LAUGHING sihui back.

today had english exams:D

The composition I wrote too long lor.

I wrote 8 and half page!

Cool yea? Longest I've ever wrote!:x

I'm shocked myself!

HAHAHA!

Hope score high lahh.

OK,gtg, Bye!

SStay positive, girl!:D