spare a thought for me!
I'm so sick of crying, w my heart shattered.
I put a strong front in front of you.
I tried to smile in front of you and I suceeded.
But you never knew that the smile was just a fake one.
Inside, I am really crying. Once you saw me cry,
I tried to make up excuses cos I didnt want you to worry.
Sick of everything. I hate myself for having this life.
Why did i even know you the first place.
I want to give up and break down, but its so hard to let go of you.
You take her higher a place than me.
You promised everything and had me totally convinced
I trusted you. But you broke every single promise in a second.
You ran away when i need you the most.I was left to stand alone.
I try holding back my tears, butthe pain is too much!
I cant stand it, seriously.
W/o you, I really don't know what to do.
I feel so unsafe w you.
Betrayal. trust. friendship. Love.
Do you understand?!?
Ican't help it anymore.
I am really going to break downand cry my heart out
Reflect on what you have done. cant you provide even more.
Stop the pain you have caused.
An apology won't help cos it won't take back the tears and pain.
All I ask for is that security and love.
Isit so hard?
Seriusly, I can't let you go.
i can't lose you anymore. I want this love and friendship to continue.
Stop making it difficult
Where was the old you?
Must you change?
Must you add salt to the wound.
Its not going to be the same anymore.