Hurt, jealousy, crying

hurt, jealousy, crying, I don't need all this


This few days are not my good days ok

• i flunked almost all my term test
• he is ignoring me or angry w me?)':
• my malay is SO suckish
• pissed off by her
• down w block nose and cough

today got back science test.Pathetic! 18/40.
FAILED FAILED!! First time in my whole life. Of course cry siol!
English get back paper too.
C5 , I deproved again.
Why I everything deprove while everybody improve.
How sick!._.
Going to be last in class already. Must really buck up.
At least science class test pass, w not I really die die.
Ohh well, see everybody get so good results, so jealous cans.
Chinese got test.
Realised is sec 3 passage.
How expect us pass ? Aiyoyo.

Jeffganmingrui,
I am so sorry I did that on thursday .
Idk if it hurt you deeply or what.
But the only thing I knw is, you minded it ,
If it hurt you, I really apologise to you.
I didn't mean to do that.
I am at fault.
I caused both parties to get hurt, angriness, ignorance.
Begging you to please stop ignoring me.
Its so hurting.
I promise, I swear never to do tht again.
I really dk what to do without you.
Its been 3 days since you even replied to my sms.
I knw its intentional, and tht hurts.
I cried, my heart really broke into two.
You left me to stand there alone.
I feel so lonely and dark,
Being ignored by you.
I realised my mistakes,
just give me this chance to repent alrights.
Idk why but its the first time
I cried so much for a boy.
The only thing I want to say is:
ILOVEYOU, always.